Lately, my thoughts have been harder to get onto paper. Seems like I just can’t seem to write down exactly the way I feel about it. I found a new (to me) song today though and one line says “He knows the number of each grain of sand, and I can’t even count what I can hold in my hand”. This one particular line has been on repeat in my mind ever since I heard it. How amazing it is that God knows the number of every single minute grain of sand that ever existed. It’s just so true that we could grab a handful of sand and would never be able to count even half of the handful.
I can just picture it now, as I run my hand into a sandbox grabbing a big handful of soft sand. I bring my hand up and immediately the sand starts pouring through between my fingers. Ive already lost a lot of sand but I try to continue to count what I have left. I open my hand ever so slowly yet still more slides off the edges of my hand. I squeeze my fingers tightly together until my hand begins to cramp. I start my count and realize that I can’t even see the grains of sand that are in the crevices of my hand. Nor am I able to keep track of which tiny grains I’ve counted and the others that remain. I give up!
This simple illustration humbles me so much because not only does it seem impossible that God knows every grain of sand, but also that he numbers the hairs on our head. Now I can’t even keep up with my own hairs! I mean, I shed like a mutt most days of the week and I wouldn’t even be able to count the ones I lose much less each hair I keep. And that’s just the beginning because not only does my Lord know every hair on my head, he knows all of your hairs too! And he numbers our neighbors’ hair, and our friends’, and even the President’s each and every hair. How overwhelming to imagine. It’s so wonderful that we can come to know personally our God, our Saviour, who created ALL things! And He cares enough for little you and me that He keeps track of every seemingly insignificant detail of us. Who are we to worry about anything when our Lord is in control?
To further the thought, think about the thousands of grains of sand I lost through the cracks of my hands. God holds the whole entire world in His hands and he never loses even a single one of us. We will never have to worry about slipping through between His fingers. Think of the grains that were in the crevices of my wrinkled hand. I couldn’t even see them. Isn’t it wonderful that God can ALWAYS see us? He knows exactly where we are every minute and even knows what’s in our hearts and on our minds. He even understands! How amazing to know that we are loved by such a powerful and omnipotent God! Thank you Lord for a handful of sand.